Troy and the kids (Ha- used to saying "the girls") are swimming right now and I have a moment of quiet reflection. This is a journey! Adoption is beautiful- this little boy that has invaded our lives in just one week is one of us. It takes "unconditional love" to a whole new level. Troy and I feel like it is such a picture of Jesus' love for us. We shower love upon this little boy with no expectation of anything in return. He is hurting right now and needs kisses, hugs, compassion, and understanding no matter what his behavior is like. Oh- this is hard. I am so selfish. I have never had to mother a child to this intensity but I know that it is worth it. I know that I am doing what I have been asked to do by God. I sobbed into Troy's shoulder yesterday- God is changing my heart. I have a new understanding of God's love for me. Wow.
It took me awhile to get use to saying kids too - not just girls! :o)
ReplyDeletePraying for you and your family! I understand your emotions and the love you feel for your SON!
Take care my friend!
Donalee